I no longer share a roof with my parents...thats right! I moved out! Woo.

Things are good. My JohnnyBaby is going to fly me out to New York in a month or so...that should be lotsa fun. I miss my boo.

Thats it I guess, I mean, no one even reads this.

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I guess everything is better.
Still am gonna have some trust issues with that kid.

Friday was wonderful.
Estevan and I had soo much fun.
I <3 him.

I miss Johnny.
<|3

Oh &he did a great job at breaking my heart today.
I'll never find anyone that actually wants me.

"7 Minutes In Heaven (Atavan Halen)"
Fall Out Boy

I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well
Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm having another episode
I just need a stronger dose

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well
Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

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I decided to start up the old xanga again.

w00t♥

nobody c.o.m.m.e.n.t.s anymore...but i dont give a shit.

im really thinking about making a new xanga...i screwed this one up and made it really slow:(

i want "him" to want "me" but "he" doesnt want "me"...hahah. no but really. im tired of liking guys that dont like me. er...WHY CANT I FIND A STUPID GUY THAT LIKES ME!!! am i really that ugly??? come one you can tell me. i wont be hurt. i promise.

i only have two friends...but theyre the best<3333